kbleevable

i'll be honest...
walking on my graduation was nothing like i expected it to be.
idono, maybe i was too optimistic to think i would hear the arena erupt when my name was called. haha
but i always imagined i would be taking a huge group picture with friends after the ceremony was over.. and grabbing a yummy dinner afterwards. because that's what we always did before.

i've told some people that i was afraid that no one, besides my family, would really come to my graduation...
and that almost happened... thank you for the one friend that did come out...
it means a lot.

idono.. most people had other things to do.. there were a couple of church things that seemed to have coincided with my graduation.. and for others, idono.. maybe they were busy with other things...
i just wished they were busy with seeing me at graduation..

i think i can say this past semester, maybe this past year, was my loneliest.

but i'm freaking outta here.
seeya suckaz~

jamsu